And today's Joyful Moment(s) came when I could honestly tell each of them that I am loving it. Not that it's been a breeze or anything--I'm just really enjoying our expanded family. And I'm doing okay. And for me, that's huge.
Sometimes I worry that this won't last and that eventually everything is going to come crashing down like it did after I had the other two. And based on my history, that's is very likely to happen. But for now, I'm just going to enjoy this time. I'm grateful to be able to so fully enjoy a newborn baby for once. And who knows? Maybe this time it will last.
Wishing you all Joyful Moments of loving whatever life brings!